Being away from Michael isn't that hard on us due to we do it all the time. But ever since hearing from him two nights ago I cant help but miss him like crazy.
Michael had called in the middle of the night and I was half asleep while we talked but it was truly like Christmas for me hearing his voice. And he didn't make it any easier on me when he says he misses us a ton and all he wants to do is be with us. And how much he has missed me and how much he loves me. Everything a wife wants to hear, especially since I hadn't heard from him in two weeks.
You would think after 71/2 years of marriage it would be easier to be apart but to me its harder. I feel myself loving him more and more every day. And the more we're apart the more I feel incomplete. I feel so blessed and so happy that I have Michael has my soul mate and I feel so blessed that we will grow old together but I want him with me all the time. I would never ask him to give up what he loves to do but if he could find something he loves to do that doesn't mean him leaving all the time that would be great for me and the kids.
I just keep telling myself he comes home in a couple of days, only a couple more days.
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