When enough is going to be enough??????

This blog is more of a vent type blog.
I know that not all people get along and sometimes you marry into families you wish you hadn't. But how much do you have to take as a person till you completely want to explode? As most of you know Michael's mother and I don't see eye to eye. It has been 7 years of nonstop ups and downs and you've done that or you do this. So about 1 1/2 years ago I made it easy on both of us, I stoped talking to her all together. I only wish she had gotten the clue.
It doesn't take a rocket scientist to realize there was something wrong in your house hold if your 17 year old son joined the Marnie's to get away from it all and choose to go all the way to HI. Trust me there were problems long before I came into the picture. So I'm not sure why you decided to blame me for all of your family problems. Lets see your brother didn't talk to you in decades, you married someone who beat your child, and you blame the world for your problems nd you never do anything wrong, poor poor me!!!!!!!
I find it sicking that you are so jealous over your daughter-in law that you hang all over your son when you had family gatherings. In your sick mind you were fighting for attention when there wasn't a need for it. The type of loves are different and if you cant see that then you have way bigger problems then I thought. If you have so much guilt over your life decisions then take it up with a shrink. but there is no need to call your son crying over and over and over again. He has moved on and has learned from it.
So I may sound like I'm being real mean right now but 7 years is so long to hear about the same issues over and over again. I am not a person who lets another cause destruction in her life. I am someone who is strong and outspoken and I was raised to treat people with respect but don't you dare try to tell my husband how bad I am and how I have affected your relationship with him cause that is all bs. I don't know how many times I have tried to be the bigger person and not responded back to all your cruel emails which are as long as a short novel. You have some many times put me down and for what????? I truly feel that Michael's mom cant get over that I don't feel sorry for her and how her life has turned out. And news flash, Michael is 28 years old, if he doesn't want to answer his phone when you call, there is nothing I can do about it. If you ever took the time just to ask how hes doing instead of yelling right when he answers you might get him to answer more often. Just adding.
I haven't talked to you in over a year and yet someone I am the subject in your emails or conversations. Get over it. I don't care about you or your stupid issues. All you do is put me down over and over again. I am not a bad person and I get so hurt thinking that there is someone out there bashing me every chance she gets. I am just tried of her meaniness and i want to surround myself with people who love me like my friends and family. I thank you all for loving me for me.